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子杰 19
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新时代情歌宅男
我们的爱是蓝色 我眼里等待一片天空 而妳 就是天空
遇到妳，就好像找到人生最後一块拼图
January 15, 2009
been pondering over life lately,
for the past two days, ppl are telling me that they had made great success in your educations and are moving forward to greater, better heights..
hearing from my mum the news, i suddenly felt utterly useless.. i failed to give my parents the basic wish they always wanted from me since young.. and thats telling them that i had scored well for an exam..
no matter how hard i study, i just cant catch up with the rest who are just smarter than me.. izit becos of hard work that reaps good results? or izit simply plain talent that one is born with? i've tried working very hard to achieve better results, but it seems lyk there are only improvements, but not enuf to impress a person..
today, my mum talked to me abt the issue of going University.. the moment i heard it, i had no interest in whatever she is saying.. she said that i MUST enter uni to get a degree or else lif would be tough on me.. especially in Singapore where education matters above all else..
are we really restricted to studying JC/poly, than study University and therefore go out into the working world working at something we doesn't interests you at all? is that how life should be after all? i seriously have no idea why everybody have to follow this path set by other people..
afterall, i'm still thinking what my future career should be to spent with the rest of my life.. perhaps i should think hard during my NS days, where life is gonna be tough and maybe my mindset might change by then.. well, what do you think abt yourself? 
人生这长长的道路真的是太艰难，太辛苦了。难道我未来的生活就是要每天九点上班，傍晚六点下班吗？更何况，我需要每天面对一个我完全没有兴趣的工作，每天早上起床都抱着没有希望的理想吗？如果一个人的生活道路就是要一直这样走下去直到离开这世界表面上，那我觉得我们活的太仓促了。完完全全没体验的人生的意义。简直就是太浪费生命。我相信我们被带来这世界上，一定会有自己的理由。而我们要用被老天所赐给我们的天赋，好好的发展下去。这样才能很愉快的过未来的生活。
peace~
kenvin
蓝色部落格
子杰 19